Glow of the Heart

Dear you,
I know I was always the weakest part, I have loved you more than anything and anyone, I apologized for things I didn't do because it was you, who'd care? I priotorized you over myself for so many times, there's not a single time you needed me and I wasn't there, sometimes without you asking, I considered your problems my own, And I did it with happiness and love, I went to the very extra mile if I knew it would make you happy, I didn't wait for anything in return, and like a little girl grasping to her dad, I run to you, believed you and trusted you will never let me down, I thought I was your most special one, the one you know her heart, the one you would never kill, the one you appreciate the most, but in a blink of an eye and with cold blood you didn't hesitate to destroy all of it, and this time I can't applogize, I can't try harder, I'm badly traumatized and broken.
So I guess it's my time to stitch my bruises, stop the bleeding of my scars and heal from all that damage because yes you broke me into pieces, and as much weak as I may seem, but long ago I was like wrecks of a skyscrapper and I managed to be whole, so watch me doing it again